CORRECT LYRICS

Lyrics : ​dread.

There's a lot of thoughts
I think about in my head
But the ones that manifest
Are adding onto my dread

I try to escape
But it don't ever really work
Cause when i try to ease the pain
I'm coming from a place of hurt

I just wish that i could (?)
I think that i'm better
But i always look at that knife
(?)

I can turn the mental pain into something that can heal right
Only when i'm lying on myself is when i feel right
I can only make a song when it pin after midnight
I stayed up til 6 this week so i can make a real life

Y'all not in the end, so why do wrong to wanna end mine?
Why do wrong to wanna end mine?