Lyrics Dark skies. by Unknxwn

I'm not what I thought I
Was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that somethings right, feel my nerves about to fly

Chest gets hot, I'm boutta fry
I can't stop, I'm bound to lie
Maybe I'm just a bad guy
I can't cry, don't ask me why

If I could figure it out, I would of never made a song
But maybe the way that I figure it out
Is breaking down and making songs

Stuck in a cycle, walk with my eyes closed
I cannot get out, even if I do
This how my life go, die I just might do
You're not a good girl, f**k it I like you

I'mma regret what I said to you like I always have
Love is a thing that can turn to weapon too, I cannot f**king last

Please don't leave me, I'm really needy
Don't look up to me, you don't wanna be me
All that I do is just sit in a room
Thinking about all the sh*t I would do
If I wasn't sad & wasn't held back
By feelings that I should of left in the past
I know I need to do more with my life than just
Lay up all day being stuck on my ass

I don't know how to cope
Lost soul, don't know where to go
Getting old, growing cold
Life's hard so f**k it I'll fold

I'm a ghost in the light of the night sky
Try to cope when I try to write my songs
Up all night long
I feel the weight but I try to be strong

I'm just a waste putting smoke in my lungs
f**k everyday just be leaving me strung out
Hate on the tip of my tongue
You won't feel the same when my words start to come out
Friends of mine, used to have some
Life did it's thing and we don't get along now
Thoughts in my mind really wrong
So I try keeping myself always calm now

I'm not what I thought I
Was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that something's right, feel my nerves about to fly