CORRECT LYRICS

Lyrics : Stay awake

Speed for breakfast and I spin
Weak and careless is all I've ever been
Drowning in a lake of sin
Mother tells me time and time again
Selfish intake for my brain
Trying to feel sane again

Self indulgence and fake romance
I'm longing for some change
I'm being honest
I just want my thoughts to be blocked out from the pouring rain
Self indulgence and fake romance
I'm longing for some change
I'm being honest
I just want my thoughts to be blocked out from the pouring rain

Can't show emotions to people who care
And dared to ask me why, why I am always so high?
I'm ready to die
Cross the river stix but no goodbye
I jump inside and decompose
Destroy my soul
But maybe one more line of coke to wake me up
Destroy my gut
With drugs I take to stay awake
Words can't help and I'm to blame

Self indulgence and fake romance
Longing for some change
I'm being honest
I just want my thoughts to be blocked out from the pouring rain
Self indulgence and fake romance
I'm longing for some change
I'm being honest
I just want my thoughts to be blocked out from the pouring rain

So much pain
All for worthless gain
In a field of grass and hay
Crying softly as I lay
Vision's blurry as I stare
I don't want you all to care
I don't want you all to care
I don't want you all to care
I don't want you all to care
I don't want you all to care

Just stay awake
Just stay awake
To fall asleep
Inside my [?]
I won't stick
I never rest my head on my pillow and faint
Never rest my head on my pillow and faint
I wanna be [?]
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