CORRECT LYRICS

Lyrics : Agoraphobic Night

1 AM, eyes closed, I'm slowly falling
To the music and the atmosphere
Now and then, I feel lights fading softly
All over me and I remember last year

When I was alone in my bed
With all these thoughts in my head
And living silently inside

It's so late in the night, my mind is drifting away
Then I dream about times I wished for a new, happier day
If a hand could reach out right now and save my life somehow
I'll face the sun again as soon as this dreary night ends

'Cause I can't do sh*t right, I can't learn my lesson
I can't do sh*t right, take anti-dеpressants
Illness and welfarе robbed my adolescence
My friends probably hate me, can't answer a message
Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me
Feelin' inadequate's always what's driving me
Not a role model, that's not what I strive to be
Can't go outside, I'm afraid they be finding me (When I was alone in my bed)
Unhappy thoughts in my head (Paranoid 'bout my privacy, yeah)
And they always askin' questions 'bout my face, can't relate (And living silently inside (Inside))
F**kin' caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day (Just keeping all to myself)
Wished I could be somewhere else (Paranoid 'bout my privacy, yeah)
And they always askin' questions 'bout my face, can't relate (Back when I could only hide)
F**kin' caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
It's so late in the night, my mind is drifting away
Then I dream about times I wished for a new, happier day
(If a hand could reach out right now and save my life somehow)
Got a lot of bad sh*t that I'm taking to my grave
Got a f**kin' date with death, on house arrest 'til trial date
So I grab the red wine, on rainy days and then I pour it
'Cause I'll age another f**kin' thousand days before I know it (I'll face the sun again as soon as this dreary night ends)
Yeah, I'll spend 'em all inside, waste my time while I'm scrollin'
But I love when it rains 'cause I'm agoraphobic (End, end, end, end, end, end, end...)