Lyrics ​wish i could tell u by Nicoteen Ninyo

Wish I could tell you what's been going on
I made that mistake in my youth
Now my mouth is sewed shut
I'm drifting away like a leaf in the wind
You're sinking deeper like a tree in some sand
You watered our garden but I'd never plant
I wish I could let you in
I wish I had told you what I was really feeling
I twisted our relationship into a noose
And dropped it without any reason
I'm slipping away, your place on my head
Burning your sheets, forget the love spent
Fall on my knees, pray you come back
I wish you would let me in

Uh, I won't even cry for you
I'm hating myself when I lie to you
But I wanna die for you
I spent all my money and ride for you
I love it when I get inside of you
I'm beating that sh*t like a fighter do
You was a devil, you play like the victim
I think that I'm going insane again
Lil b*t*h, I don't give a damn
She's stalking my phone and my Instagram
Make me wanna die, that's facts
Make me wanna die when I sent that text
You make me wanna die when I said I'm depressed
Make me wanna die, what's next, what's next
I wanna run away, run away, I wanna run away with you
Run away, wanna run away, wanna run away with you
Run away, wanna run away, wanna run away with you
Run away, wanna run away, wanna run away with you
Run away, can you run away to a dark place with me?
You took my heart out, I want you to see
Wish I could tell you what's been going on
I made that mistake in my youth
Now my mouth is sewed shut
I'm drifting away like a leaf in the wind
You're sinking deeper like a tree in some sand
You watered our garden but I'd never plant
I wish I could let you in
I wish I had told you what I was really feeling
I twisted our relationship into a noose
And dropped it without any reason
I'm slipping away, your place on my head
Burning your sheets, forget the love spent
Fall on my knees, pray you come back
I wish you would let me in