Lyrics Going to Die by Nekrogoblikon

Through infinite dimensions
From far beyond the weeping cosmos
I have traveled
An endless, indeterminate quest
For but one simple truth

I cannot take this God damn lie anymore
And I am ready to die (it's the top of the morning)

I'm trying to live
A better life
I'm trying to live (I'm trying to)
Just when I think life ain't so bad
I'm going to die (I'm going to)
Die

Woke up this morning
Wanted to die
Just like every other day
So I took some poison I got from some guy
Whom I found on craigslist
Then I emailеd my family to say I was dead
And that I never lovеd them
There's only one small problem
I'm still alive
I'm trying to live
A better life
I'm trying to live (I'm trying to)
Just when I think life ain't so bad
I'm going to die (I'm going to)

Woke up this morning
But I'm still alive (f**k)
Much to my chagrin
187 missed calls
From my friends and family
Nothing left to drag me on
And there's no chance I'm going home
Tried to live a better life
But at the end of the day...

I'm going to die

Never had a meaning but I had a shackle haven't got a clue
Give 'em all a topic and a sense of validation and then everything I wanted'll be true
Everything I saw- finally a truth
Ripper on the run- all I want's a clue
Running out of mysteries to solve
And never knowing what to do
I'm craving meaning and I'm poor
F**k this world, and everybody in it
F**k this life
Hey now we're never gonna save the world
No, we're never gonna save you
Motherf**kin' ego-jackin' w****s
One time; one life- more than I ever bargained for
It's all just a chore
Take me back to space back to home
And you can sit and wonder what you're waitin' for
Failure after failure
I never stood a chance
Can't seem to get things right
Maybe just one more attempt

I'm trying to live
A better life
I'm trying to live (I'm trying to)
Just when I think life ain't so bad
I'm going to die (I'm going to)