Lyrics Outro (prod. Lxst) by Lxst

I see my face and pretend
Like, I know my self
But I just don’t know what it feels like to be myself
And I’m so confused and annoyed
That I can’t figure out
Sometimes I question the levels and lose it all

I wonder why I behave like this
Why?
Behave like this
I wonder why I behave like this
Why?
Behave like this
I wonder why I behave like this
Why?
Behave like this

Ab karu bhi kya ?
Laga raha mein daav yeh bari bari
Mujse hara nai jata sale yeh sari sari
Batein banti hai khauf hani hani
Na pauchade meri vani vani
Kumi kumi si lagti mujmein
Lagta mein numb jab mein gata yeh gane
Chalti aisi batein gharpe jo batana pata mein
Fir ho jati batein jo batana pata gharpe
Pakda mene phool par hathon mein hai
Khoon shant baitha hu toh maat puch
Kaam hai toh kaam le peechwade na
Ghuss maat bhool mein maqbook maat
Dikha tu hai cool khoya mein shabdon ke
Whirlpool mein alag mere virtues hai chu
Na kabhi payga mere morals tu shaurat
Ke sapne na dekhta mein mohre yeh
Bante na khelta mein
Tu sure hai? Ki bhagwan bhi hota hai
Ya bass tu bhi yuhi hath jodta hain
Aur kuch bhi! Kuch bhi! Tu mang leta hai
Huh!
Dua koi deta nai baddua dil pe mein leta
Nai har kuya itna hai ghera nai dooba koi
Sakta nai bakhoobi se mein nibha raha
Rishtey par bharosa sab pe hota nai hai
Haa!
Muhkhote pehne! Muhkhota pehnta nai
Hisab mein rehke yeh gaflat dhaurani nai
Aukat yeh khudki banani plus chote sapne
Mene dekhe nai
Acha! Tu neecha dikha raha hai ?
Thik hai! Dikha le batein mein fekta nai
Bura toh bura vese bhi acha toh hota nai
Rap nai yeh zindagi likhi hai pata hai
f**k all hai!
Haa!
Anxiety hoti hai soche the sapne yeh bench pe dekho le aaye yeh khech ke
Khudko na bech ke banunga mein star
Yeh soch le! Khoj raha khudki mein roo ke Hosh na mujko
Am lost hey!
Kar raha mein bina koi back up yeh
Galti na meri hai ismein koi
Kalakar tehra jo baitha mein