CORRECT LYRICS

Lyrics : Today Was Garbage

Can’t take it, constantly deflated
I don’t find joy in the things I call favorite
I don't see myself in the mirror, I think it's tainted
I get frustrated at things that ain't even related
Tell myself it’s what I deserve
It’s all lies
I box myself in, I’m closed, I draw lines
Looking at the other side of progression
Feels like I am weapon
Tell myself it’s not a sign of depression
No, this is natural
Trying not to cry when I’m at work and in the bathroom
They look for me to smile, because I've always just been that dude
The happiness inside was taken from me like a vacuum
People who don’t know are just ready to attack you
Co-worker that talked about me in the open
Crazy cause the two of us have never spoken
I pray for whatever problems have caused you to
Talk away from my face
And maybe it’s cause you’re broken
But it’s breaking down my focus
I’ve been losing my confidence, that’s what I’ve noticed
Why’s it dark when I’m sitting here with my eyes open?
If I’m supposed to feel supported, why I don’t know it?
This a new definition of sittin' sideways
Haven't talked to The Father in 25 days
And it all feels better the moment I pray
But lately I've been struggling in my faith