CORRECT LYRICS
Lyrics : Suicidal
Yeah, tribulations come along with trials
Lately, I'm just tired of tryna fake a smile
Maybe I'm just hurting or just in denial
But I've been feeling like this for a while
My anxiety is my biggest rival
When I feel lost, I tend to read the bible
See, I'm just tryna be my biggest Idol
But lately, I've been f**king suicidal, sh*t
I always wonder if it's getting better
I really feel as if it's getting worse
I haven't been myself since last September
They say I'm blessed, I think I'm really cursed
See, I'm not sure if it's my time to go
I think it's somеthing only time would know
I feel like Roddy Ricch, I'm 'Down Below'
I know thеre's hope, I know there's time to grow
I mean 'cause lately, I'm just down alone, I'm just so down alone... f**k
Tribulations come along with trials
Lately, I'm just tired of tryna fake a smile
Maybe I'm just hurting or just in denial
But I've been feeling like this for a while
My anxiety is my biggest rival
When I feel lost, I tend to read the bible
See, I'm just tryna be my biggest Idol (Look...)
But lately, I've been f**king suicidal
I hope you... love me before they all pretend to
Love me with my flaws, and heal my mental
I would love you even if it's detrimental
Because at some point in my life you were so f**king special
And towards you, I could never be resentful
You saw me as the greatest and you saw my full potential
I hope you never get regretful... Nah
I hope you never get forgetful
Wish that you could hug me one last time and take the pain away
I pray that we find each other, never let this fade away
Tried to f**king leave but I just feel like I can't stay away
Even when I'm gone, I really hope that you don't stray away
But I don't wanna leave this earth
Before I get the chance to tell you everything you're worth
See, you bring out the best in me when I'm feeling the worst
If I could put you anywhere, I'd always put you first
'Cause every day without you f**king hurts
Yeah, tribulations come along with trials
Lately, I'm just tired of tryna fake a smile
Maybe I'm just hurting or just in denial
But I've been feeling like this for a while
Yeah, my anxiety is my biggest rival
When I feel lost I tend to read the bible
See, I'm just tryna be my biggest Idol
But lately, I've been f**king suicidal
See, I'm just tryna be my biggest idol, but lately, I've been...
Lately, I'm just tired of tryna fake a smile
Maybe I'm just hurting or just in denial
But I've been feeling like this for a while
My anxiety is my biggest rival
When I feel lost, I tend to read the bible
See, I'm just tryna be my biggest Idol
But lately, I've been f**king suicidal, sh*t
I always wonder if it's getting better
I really feel as if it's getting worse
I haven't been myself since last September
They say I'm blessed, I think I'm really cursed
See, I'm not sure if it's my time to go
I think it's somеthing only time would know
I feel like Roddy Ricch, I'm 'Down Below'
I know thеre's hope, I know there's time to grow
I mean 'cause lately, I'm just down alone, I'm just so down alone... f**k
Tribulations come along with trials
Lately, I'm just tired of tryna fake a smile
Maybe I'm just hurting or just in denial
But I've been feeling like this for a while
My anxiety is my biggest rival
When I feel lost, I tend to read the bible
See, I'm just tryna be my biggest Idol (Look...)
But lately, I've been f**king suicidal
I hope you... love me before they all pretend to
Love me with my flaws, and heal my mental
I would love you even if it's detrimental
Because at some point in my life you were so f**king special
And towards you, I could never be resentful
You saw me as the greatest and you saw my full potential
I hope you never get regretful... Nah
I hope you never get forgetful
Wish that you could hug me one last time and take the pain away
I pray that we find each other, never let this fade away
Tried to f**king leave but I just feel like I can't stay away
Even when I'm gone, I really hope that you don't stray away
But I don't wanna leave this earth
Before I get the chance to tell you everything you're worth
See, you bring out the best in me when I'm feeling the worst
If I could put you anywhere, I'd always put you first
'Cause every day without you f**king hurts
Yeah, tribulations come along with trials
Lately, I'm just tired of tryna fake a smile
Maybe I'm just hurting or just in denial
But I've been feeling like this for a while
Yeah, my anxiety is my biggest rival
When I feel lost I tend to read the bible
See, I'm just tryna be my biggest Idol
But lately, I've been f**king suicidal
See, I'm just tryna be my biggest idol, but lately, I've been...
