CORRECT LYRICS
Lyrics : Pretend You Love Me
I was just a kid but I learned much too fast
Found the internet way too young, a scar that would last
And you know I hate thinking someone else did this to me
But I hide all the resources because of your enabling
And sometimes I wonder if I didn't hurt so bad
Would I have been more loveable to my mom and my dad
If I went back in time to see six year old me
I'd say the sh*t does not get better, this is who you're meant to be
And i'm a monster so you say, and I do this all on purpose
Anyway I need to feel this pain, so I can try to crawl away when you say my name
Hold me down and scrеam at me
Said this is where I dеserve to be
So keep pretending you love me
And i'll believe you although you never show it to me
"Wow you're such a quiet kid" they all would say to me
Don't call me an old soul when i'm just unhappy
You treated me like an a**** when I was still so young
You ask what you did wrong but you f**king knew it all along
I know that I was difficult or that's how you felt
But I was told that I was selfish when I needed f**king help
I remember when I lied to you, I ran away and hid
But you didn't have to hurt me, I was just a little kid
I was just a little kid, and know i'm still a little kid
And i'm a monster so you say, and I do this all on purpose
Anyway I need to feel this pain, so I can try to crawl away when you say my name
Hold me down and scream at me
Said this is where I deserve to be
So keep pretending you love me
I'll believe you, i'll believe you
I'm a monster so you say, and I do this all on purpose
Anyway I need to feel this pain, so I can try to crawl away when you say my name
Hold me down and scream at me
Said this is where I deserve to be
So keep pretending you love me
I'll believe you, but you'll never show it to me
Found the internet way too young, a scar that would last
And you know I hate thinking someone else did this to me
But I hide all the resources because of your enabling
And sometimes I wonder if I didn't hurt so bad
Would I have been more loveable to my mom and my dad
If I went back in time to see six year old me
I'd say the sh*t does not get better, this is who you're meant to be
And i'm a monster so you say, and I do this all on purpose
Anyway I need to feel this pain, so I can try to crawl away when you say my name
Hold me down and scrеam at me
Said this is where I dеserve to be
So keep pretending you love me
And i'll believe you although you never show it to me
"Wow you're such a quiet kid" they all would say to me
Don't call me an old soul when i'm just unhappy
You treated me like an a**** when I was still so young
You ask what you did wrong but you f**king knew it all along
I know that I was difficult or that's how you felt
But I was told that I was selfish when I needed f**king help
I remember when I lied to you, I ran away and hid
But you didn't have to hurt me, I was just a little kid
I was just a little kid, and know i'm still a little kid
And i'm a monster so you say, and I do this all on purpose
Anyway I need to feel this pain, so I can try to crawl away when you say my name
Hold me down and scream at me
Said this is where I deserve to be
So keep pretending you love me
I'll believe you, i'll believe you
I'm a monster so you say, and I do this all on purpose
Anyway I need to feel this pain, so I can try to crawl away when you say my name
Hold me down and scream at me
Said this is where I deserve to be
So keep pretending you love me
I'll believe you, but you'll never show it to me
