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Childhood Change
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Viktor Ax
Featuring(s) : GQ Nothin' Pretty, Block McCloud
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Yeah If I could change anything, it'd go like this [GQ Nothin' Pretty] Born in seventy nine, then me and the eighties met Crazy stress since I took my first baby step Lately kept everything I felt inside But it melts my pride, so I strive to keep myself alive That's why I spit bars Cause I'm pretty surprised I ain't die and I came this far When I was young it was hectic Having fun was a blessing Getting scars Moms working hard Nothing but stressing Stuck with aggression, paying the bills, making it real with my sister and brother She refused to let us sit in the gutter Yeah I wish she had more help, my pops tried a lil bit Stop by, brought Popeye's, hot fries, and chicken strips I know a lot of people out here had it more bad then me I went to Yankee Stadium, I saw Don Mattingly But if there's anything I could change in my life My pops would have stayed, and tried making it right Yeah [Block McCloud] Man, I wish I could rewind the clock Bring it back and then time would stop Press play, you're forever here And I would never have to shed a tear Yeaaah, oooh, whoooa I would never have to shed a tear [GQ Nothin' Pretty] Do you appreciate this life that we jeopardize? If I could change anything, my best friend would have never died I was only in the fourth grade, I forever cried We was with each other all day, made me exercise Playing GI Joes He got mad if you tossed 'em He loved 'em so much, we put 'em in his coffin His mom was hysterical, his pops kept his composure But you could see in his eyes he couldn't accept it was over My best friend Russell, a young boy, he loved his life Fell in a coma when he slipped in a construction site On weekends the bulldozers are left in the streets He slipped and hit the side of his head on the teeth I was traumatized when I looked in my momma's eyes And asked her why Would the most high murder kids That point in my life was the turn of it Then I wasn't concerned with shit That was my best friend, he deserved to live [Block McCloud] Man, I wish I could rewind the clock Bring it back and then time would stop Press play, you're forever here And I would never have to shed a tear Yeaaah, oooh, whoooa I would never have to shed a tear [GQ Nothin' Pretty] It's the little things in life you forget cause they always there You should always care cause one day it won't be there Let me share something personal Maybe one day it be worth it to change the way you treat a person too Moved from PA back to New Yitty Cats is to gritty Asking if you with me And these are my dudes I believed it was cool, not one day you would see me in school My pops worked in the AM, he left before I have to leave Then magically I fell back to sleep He was always mad at me Couldn't control what I did, maybe he should get to start knowing his kid But I was just like him All he could do was smile Looked in my eyes and said son I'll be around for a while And I felt it, even after all the bullshit he dealt with I went and did something grimy I can't believe I got selfish After a while he started feeling helpless Cause shit was retarded, I remember one day He was chilling at the bar, I was chilling at the park Locked my keys in the crib, you not gonna believe this shit Climbed in the AC window, I'm good so far Then it fell out and dropped on the hood of a car It was my supers My dad had to pay mad bread And all he told me was I had to use that head I was a lucky kid, my pops never beat me, or mistreat me As I got older he treated me like he need me These be the things you don't value Then I got locked up and had to do it without you Didn't wanna know nothing about Q My mom's bailed me out now I'm sleeping on my friends couch too That didn't last for a while Move back to P.A. and started cracking a smile It's a year later trying to turn my life around, going to Vo-tech now Getting a little respect now Off this rapping shit, killing mixtapes, having fun Doing shows with KRS, Xzibit, and Big Pun Dad, I wish we could have talked before ya left Lost with all ya stress, I could have helped and walked you through the rest But maybe you couldn't forgive me for the things I did when I lived with you And realized that what kids'll do, I'm sorry I wish I had a chance to make it up to you But our family wasn't like the Huxtables Uncomfortable, didn't know what to do when I heard the news Concerned with you, I thought somebody murdered you But you took your own life over a bitch If you was sober the shit would have never happen The moral of the story is, show love to ya fam If I could change anything He would have never had the gun in his hand
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