Lyrics Mouthwash by OSTON

Everybody else has good intentions, I'm just making bad decisions
Made a prison full of mirrors that I pointed at myself
Everybody else is really good at everything and come to think of it
I think I'm really bad at everything that I try out

And it's such an ugly state
Yelling names at my reflections
But I like it that way
What a stupid little game
Doing drugs with my depression
But I like it that way
Yeah, I like it that way

So I told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me
Bending over backwards so nobody could leavе me
Think that I'd be bettеr if I didn't have feelings
Wish that I could turn 'em off

F**k it
F**k it

I was drinking coffee with my liquor
Playing chicken with my liver
Maybe someday it'll catch up to me, hoping that it won't
I'll invite my problems home for dinner
Overshare until we're bitter
I'm a loser, I'm a quitter, I can never let it go
So I told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me
Bending over backwards so nobody could leave me
Think that I'd be better if I didn't have feelings
Wish that I could turn 'em off and breathe a bit easy
Run around in circles till I think I could throw up
Super negative I bite my tongue till it falls off
Talk a lot of sh*t and chase it down with some mouthwash

F**k it
F**k it

So I told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me
Bending over backwards so nobody could leave me
Think that I'd be better if I didn't have feelings
Told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me
Run around in circles till I think I could throw up
Super negative I bite my tongue till it falls off
Talk a lot of sh*t and chase it down with some mouthwash
Talk a lot of sh*t and chase it down with some mouthwash